It's a Power struggle

from Obama to Hilary Clinton, Najib to Anwar, Mohd Nizar and Zambry it's a power struggle.

but little that i know everyone around me, I mean everyone around me knowingly or unknowingly, intentionally and unintentionally trying to empower something or someone or some decision. It's a constant power struggle over everything around us. sometime i myself of speaking so much about it .. may be one of them who perhaps one point of time in my life would struggle or won or empower some decision or perhaps more. But how no matter how i see it, it looks dirty to me.

Parents claiming lordship over children, husband over wife and vice versa and adults seeking independant to be lord over themselves it look so wrong to me. some can just go so extreme, the winner on this struggle always boast about his victory and the loser are the one crying. The whole is just place for constant power struggle.

Christ is the REAL LORD over everything. if anyone try to achieve or empower over anything, anybody is sucessful. But winning the power is not the thing, is maintaining the real lordship is difficult. i may also be a lord over something, but i cannot be Lord of the something i am lord of. I need to surendder to real LORD. everything else i own over, rule over, need to throw down. i throw down not because i am irresponsible, i thrown down so the Lord can remain LORD. but if throw down, the danger is that other people is trying to pick up my life. everyone knowingly or unknowingly is struggling to grip on something. AS much they can, they want to control .

take the thought for a moment, even in circle of firendship someone in the circle would want to take the leadership. Some want to take lordship. Some people just need a room or space to make decision for themselve. I just pray, people around me realise that, i am struggling to let God be my LORD. and i don't serve any other God in my life. Please if i rejecting your authority over my life, i really meant it. I think you are dirty and your leadership is dirty. I just want to be humble before God. I want his Lordship oer life. May be i am hardheaded person that find it difficult to submit to authority.

I just pray the Lord help me find a pure Lordship in me. I pray the Lord teach me to submit to authority that HE establish over me.

I just hope people who read this are not confuse.

LOL